Splitting

Playing a video game…

Me; “Yeah, I should probably go back online now so I could check on my stuff and shit.”

A few seconds later…

Me; “Nope, I’m not missing out on anything.”

Playing a video game…

No fear

Guess what. I have paranoid squizophrenia, gender dysphoria, and I meet all 9 traits of borderline personality disorder found in the DSM-5. Not promiscuous. I am technically exempt from ever working again due to PTSD, triggers, stress-related patterns, anxiety, traumas, etc. But, instead I choose to work it up from home on my own pace and rhythm following my passions. In the meantime, I am supported by the health care system every month so I can survive paying for my rent, bills, food, etc. I am not scared of you. Bitches.