People had accuse me in the past of being unstable but rightly failed so to realise that settling stable on the same level was never of my purpose; “lol,” and neither never was I, nor will I ever beat on your level.
When nodding to a guy for letting you pass suddenly turns them into following, checking, and judging. Next time I won’t nod. So I would rather be remembered as a bitch than a whore.
Stranger: What did you dream about last night.
Me: I was sitting at my desk when suddenly an old man amongst the crowd handed over all the money in his pockets like nobody’s business.
My cat never minded me to lend from her one of her rubber bands for my hair, until one day came when she says to me; “No.” That’s it that’s all. We need Jewish counseling.
Stranger: You think you’re funny.
Me: To me, hell yeah.
Shalom to my Jewish parents, grandparents, great-grandparents, great-great-grandparents and so on so forth who survived persecution, slavery, and war which somewhere, sometime out of possible boredom two people have made it possible for this little me to happen. It’s just that I am practicing what I am going to say when the world is going to ask about my invisible family relevant history. Great. Thanks.
They who seek a person in ignorance have something to hide.
The Western normalized custom of skin-showing, empowering isn’t it, but for how long until you catch yourself self-shaming; What was I thinking.
The girl says; “I’m sorry,” you missed the point here, you don’t get it; I want a proper motherfucking apology where you climb up to the top of the whole world and make yourself crazy as fuck while you shout at the top of your lungs how much you are fucking sorry for everything you are being sorry for. And don’t you forget to bring yourself a bullet pointed list because you know how much bullet points make everything look important. Then, you can climb back down that tree and if you’re still breathing kiss my righteous holy feet-after of which, you wait for an approval to dismiss and a response back by snail mail.
“—You stole that,” as if I also choose to be born with a Jewish tongue—and of which, I am pretty fluent with it.